From
the Pit to the Pulpit
Testimony
of
PitStop
I
was raised with four brothers and two sisters in the small town of McGill,
Nevada by parents who struggled to make ends meet. My mother was raised
Catholic, while my father was raised in the Mormon Church. As a result of these
two views of church life, church attendance was not something high on my
parent’s priorities. I did occasionally attend a few Baptist youth functions
with a nearby family, however the church and this Jesus guy was not for me. By
age eight, I had began the habit of cigarette smoking, and by age twelve I was
well on my way to living a life apart from God or the laws of the land. My
desired way of life was built on the dreams of being a member of one of the
country’s most notorious outlaw motorcycle clubs. At age eight and with the
goal of being an “outlaw biker” I got my first bike. It was a Rupp
mini-bike. You may laugh, however that mini-bike represented for me not only
freedom, but one step closer to living the life I wanted. Next I received a used
Honda 90 for Christmas and drove it all day in approximately nine inches of
snow, but it did not matter because I was riding. I then procured a new Honda XL
70 and began to mimic the life of Bronson, from the 1969 NBC series “Then Came
Bronson.” Bronson
rode his Harley Davidson Sportster all over the country and lived life as he
chose to live it. He symbolized for me, the freedom I desired to live, which was
life unto myself, with little care for anyone else. And so, with hair down past
my shoulders, a brown leather motorcycle jacket, and a self made motorcycle club
patch, I was ready to enter the rough and tumble world of bikerdom.
With
a desire to build my own Harley chopper, I needed ideas, so I began to steal
monthly issues of Easyrider magazine from the local drug store and its owner
Jerry Culbert. Eventually, Jerry caught on that it was me and confronted me with
the evidence which was folded in half and slid inside my boot. Jerry did not
involve the authorities or my parents, but rather if it happened again he would
press charges. My father knew my passion for motorcycles and bought two used
Triumph Bonneville 650cc motorcycles for myself and my brothers. My older
brother then purchased a Harley Davidson from a Salt Lake City police auction,
and later prospected with the Misfits Motorcycle Club. Then another brother
purchased and chopped a Honda 750, and we were on our way to living the biker
life. At age thirteen drinking was becoming a part of my lifestyle, all the
while knowing how it affected many members of my family. I began to associate
myself with the Roadrunners Motorcycle Club. During the summer of my fourteenth
year, I with the cooperation of my friend, stole a car and escalated our wild
lifestyle. By age sixteen I had become involved in the drug culture and more
illegal activities with friends. Such people as Scott, who was my best friend
and partner in crime. Following High School, Scott shot two men to death and is
now serving a life sentence in the Nevada State Prison. Scott and I both had a
thing for guns. Scott even shot at me in anger, just grazing my head by six
inches. With my ear powder burned, the slug made its way through the bed
headboard, out the wall and into the street. Being small, but with a tough
demeanor I found myself confronting a local teenager out of anger. It evolved
into a knife fight, but was short lived when an all out brawl broke loose among
our individual friends. He later served time for robbery. My indifference
towards God and the church hit an all time low, when one night after having
indulged myself, and ingesting plenty alcohol, I broke out all the windows from
the local Mormon church. Following this incident, I just wanted to get on my
scoot and ride out of the small flea bitten town with the wind in my hair and
the town in my rear view mirror. Well my desire for freedom was short-lived,
when I was detained by our local sheriff and juvenile delinquent officer for my
actions and spent the next three summer months working for the Mormon Church to
repay my debt.
My
junior and senior years seemed to be remembered only as a foggy haze with no
real progression towards building my chopper. My problems began to mount,
including my relationship with my girlfriend, who is now my wife of some 29
years. My wild child spirit needed something new, so I enlisted in the United
States Navy on July 18, 1976. The Navy, and particularly the Uniform Code of
Military Justice, affectionately known as the UCMJ began to wean me from my wild
ways with the exception of my alcoholic desires. I married Elizabeth on July 5,
1977 and three months later deployed to the Western Pacific for nine months.
During this time of separation, I plunged my life into the depths of sin and
began to drink with “gusto” my life and problems away.
Returning
home and back to my wife I began to hit the wall and eventually came to a
crossroad not only in my life and relationship with my wife, but also in my
drinking. I not only, did not have my Harley chopper and my free wheelin’
life, but now I didn’t have a stable marriage either. Seemingly, I had hit the
proverbial wall. In August of 1978, at the very break-point of our marriage, we
drug ourselves into a local Baptist church in a last ditch effort to save our
marriage. As is custom of many Baptist pastors, the pastor visited my wife and
me the following day. It was there on my couch that I first realized that God
truly did love me, cared for me, would forgive me, and had a plan for my life.
As the old song says, “I saw the light!” It was God who took away the
desires to drink and live like hell. He indeed changed my life for evermore!
Interestingly, a year later God called me into the ministry. I was discharged
from the Navy July of 1980 and entered college that Fall at Wayland Baptist
University. I began to pastor a local Baptist church and moved on to my seminary
studies at Southwestern Baptist Theological Seminary in Fort Worth, Texas.
Following graduation from seminary, I pastored Victory Baptist Church in Nampa,
Idaho until 1992 when I received a commission in the United Stated Navy and
entered to serve as a navy chaplain. I am currently on active duty and now ride
bike again, but this time for Jesus. I began to hang around the Son’s of God
Motorcycle Club and eventually went from a slick back to that of a full
patchholder.
Years
ago there was a desire to wear an outlaw biker club patch, but God has replaced
that desire and placed His Son not only in my heart, but also on my back. The
two club patches indeed symbolize life and death. I eventually chose life, I
trust you will too! I had come to a crossroad in my life and I needed a change
in direction. Perhaps you are at a crossroad in your life.
Heed the following words and choose life “eternal” over the eternal
grip and penalty of death.
“AT
THE CROSSROAD”
**“It
is easy to follow the path down into Hell; where day enters into night, and the
gates of DEATH stand wide open. This gate is easy to enter, but to find an exit,
retrace one’s steps, and climb back up into the light of day, here lies the
most difficult task.” One that most poor souls find it impossible to
accomplish, but for the few of us that have made it, Life begins a new journey.
Living with death, but not fearing it. The voice of the path will always beckon
you, but it is only you who can decide if you listen or ignore this warning I
pass on to you. For you see, I have followed this same path through the gates of
Hell, only to find, LIES, HATRED, VIOLENCE, SORROW, MISERY, UNIMAGINABLE PAIN,
and DEATH. I was lucky enough to fight and survive to make my way out into the
light of day, but many around me never found their way out and are trapped for
eternity. The choice is yours, think long and hard before you decide. But
ultimately the choice is only yours! Choose wisely!
Praise
God, Jesus Changes Lives!
“Therefore,
if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has
come.” 2 Corinthians 5:17
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Virgil: The Aeneid
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